I'm depressed. It could be worse, but it definitely could be better. It hurts to leave the house. Not only is it a struggle to make it to the bus stop, but once I see strangers...it hurts to see them. I only see pain, poverty, none of the good stuff.
It hurts to even see my friends without the crutch of alcohol. I'm not an alcoholic, mind you. (I get VERY pissed when I say something, and people assume that one thing is all there is. [Wouldn't you?])
So I definitely want to improve my circumstance.
This is going to be a whinefest! It's hard to wake up in the morning, be positive, do what needs to be done, get some hobbies, and figure out what I want to do. Hopefully, once these things have been accomplished, I'll have some self esteem.
My Personal Goals:
-Walk 3 hours a week.
-Choose a hobby.
-Write in this blog as often as possible. (Once a day!)
-Keep going to the doctor(s).
Tools I'm Using:
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